Monday, December 18, 2006

appointment was friday

she did some bloodwork and gave me a script for hormones to take for 10 days. she felt around for anything extra in there, but didn't feel anything to worry about. came home and laid around for a bit then went to the store and came home and as usual had to pee like crazy. i started all on my own just then. funny how things work like that. i feel so much better since the death cramps are gone. i asked robby for a puppy since i won't be having another baby.

Tuesday, December 12, 2006

Guess I better come clean with my one reader

I have to go to the girl doctor. Why? Cause I am 5 weeks late. My last period started on 10-13. Yes, I did have a tubal in 2000 after Meg was born. It could be as simple as being pregnant which would thrill Megan to death. It could be a cyst or an eptopic pregnancy. Those are not good. Why on earth do I want another baby? I won't be able to stand an eptopic. They will have to take it away. That would kill me. I have taken 3 tests at home(one every week)and they are all negative. My friend Jennifer had her twins last week and they are so perfect. I really do want another one, shhhh don't tell Robby.